Another Day Another Way

Stumble through this month
And all the rest to come
Without any drive
I just don't feel alive

With my eyes always closed
And my mind always shut
I never feel alert
But I guess it's always worked

How did I make it here
I really haven't tried that hard
Everyone is proud so far
I know I've cheated me

I'll have something to show
Doesn't mean I really know
Am I the only one
Who knows it's all constructed

I jumped through all the hoops
I played all the games
Just another day
Just another way

Do people ever stop
And step out of their life
Or is it just repeating
Is it just routine